Time to leave
Well I think it is time for me to stop being on tumblr. GASP, ALAS, SAY IT ISN’T SO.
Unfortunately for you, yes I am leaving.
My life is getting very busy and I have found in the past year that all I do is reblog and not write down a lot of my thoughts. I came to tumblr writing down everything from happiness to sorrow but now I have friends and family who I can talk to.
I am so busy with my life, I need to concentrate on my work and most importantly, God.
My relationship with him is slipping and I can feel it. The way I have been acting recently isn’t that bad but I know that it isn’t the place that God want me to be right now. So I’m not going to post on here for a long while. I may pop up and see how everything is and I will definitely come on here when the last homestuck update comes along.
I’m going to write in my journal a lot more and express everything to God. I need to. There is a lot I need to sort out personally as well and that can only be done in privacy. I would love to write on here but its not the way to go about it.
3rd year is my last year of University. A lot of my goals I started with have been completed and now only a few remain.
- To get a 1st
- To work out and have a bit more of a toned body
- Most importantly to get closer to God.
All the other goals I have completed. Like: To have friends and make best friends(male ones especially). To go to places with other people. To join a church and really get stuck in. To have nice teeth and to have nice skin. My goodness my skin is so much better. THANK GOD FOR ALL HE HAS DONE.
Now I need to concentrate. These last 3 goals will need all my attention because all the other goals, I have not needed to make great efforts in. In fact, the only one would be to open up to my friends so much more and to make efforts to talk to people, especially church people back home.
God, Gym and Work are all about discipline and I’ve always wanted discipline. So, I’m going all out this year and if I get tired and stressed then that is a good thing. I need a kick up the rear.
So goodbye for now. No more tumblr and no more procrastinating.